Crave The Dirt

[Intro]
Sometimes I crave the dirt
Sometimes I wanna feel low
Sometimes I crave the hurt
Sometimes I wanna let it go

[Verse 1]
'Cause on sunny days all I see is the rain, I know that
This warmth cannot last
And these doctors wanna put a name to my feelings, to my brain
Before they've ever lived my past

[Chorus]
What are you asking if you're not asking yourself
"What am I doing right now? Who am I doing it for?"
Do you wake up happy, or do you wake up wondering
Who's pulling strings on all your moves, 'cause they just don't feel like you

[Verse 2]
Seems like the whole world's been programmed against me
I'm feeling so empty, I'm thinking these drinks can fill me up
And I'm wrong again, singing these songs again
Lost in my mind, the end is near, I can feel it
I believe in delirious thoughts being the clearest
I know you're hurt too, can we just accept the truth?
That we're not here for any good reason
Just remind me to breathe in, I'll remind you to breathe in

[Chorus]
What are you asking if you're not asking yourself
"What am I doing right now? Who am I doing it for?"
Do you wake up happy, or do you wake up wondering
Who's pulling strings on all your moves, 'cause they just don't feel like you