Coward

[Verse 1]
Killing myself slowly, so no one notices
I have a pain growing, but I can't pinpoint it
You make me forget about those things sometimes
Hope I'm not using you to get through this ride

[Chorus]
I'm a coward on the front line
I'm a hypocrite with my time
I've spoke bigger things than white lies
And I'm good at cutting my ties, but
You scare me, 'cause I really don't wanna fuck this up
That's part of why I'm slowing down with drugs
But I'm never pouring out this cup

[Verse 2]
I've set the bar so low for myself that I trip over it every time I get up
How do I let myself get to the point where I'm layin' in bed tryin' not to throw up?
And it's not a worry 'cause everyone knows that I practically do this shit for fun
Last week I looked myself right in the mirror and I said "I hate us"

[Chorus]
I'm a coward on the front line
I'm a hypocrite with my time
I've spoke bigger things than white lies
And I'm good at cutting my ties, but
You scare me, 'cause I really don't wanna fuck this up
That's part of why I'm slowing down with drugs
But I'm never pouring out this cup