Counting Days

[Intro]
(Not4evry1)
Counting days, waiting for the end
Lost my mind, lost too many friends
I don't wanna lie, brought it all on by myself
I just need to find someone to help me (help me)

[Verse 1]
Look me now, I'm going off, yeah
All my life I've been riding on a wrong track
And it's so bad, I hope you understand
Help me to escape from this place, baby just hold my hand
You know this is not who I am
All those years my head was buried under the sand
Like a stranger in a strange land, ahh
All by myself, I was a madman
Well I just wanna know where to go now
Passing by the stone house, I need to slow down
Red sky, red clouds, what is this thing all about?
What am I seeing, am I going off my mind?

[Chorus]
I tried but I failеd so bad
You were right, but I was bettеr off dead
Unkind, said I never cared
Now I lost everyone who I needed
And I'm paying the price for all my mistakes
Suprise, I was not prepared to fight you
I need to run
And if I don't escape now, I will end up on the ground

[Bridge]
You still hold me
Control me
All those chains are on me
And I don't know what to do
And I don't know where to go
Never on my own

[Verse 2]
Such a pretty face, but you're cutting like a razor
I can't get enough, cause you're such a good flavor
I cannot contain, girl, all your bad behaviour
I gave you my heart, yeah, cut it with a laser
You cut it with a laser and throw it in the trash
You messed up all my systems, and that's a fucking fact
Now everything is broken, and I'm about to crash
Will everything be gone?

[Chorus]
I tried but I failed so bad
You were right, but I was better off dead
Unkind, said I never cared
Now I lost everyone who I needed
And I'm paying the price for all my mistakes
Suprise, I was not prepared to fight you
I need to run
And if I don't escape now, I will end up on the ground