Count me out

It's a dark night and I'm always feeling hollow
Staring at my ceiling I don't wanna see tomorrow
Still do tho now I'm getting back up again
Kinda fucking hate it I don't wanna dap u again
X2

Everybody fucking lame now
Sticking to my dolo you can always just count me out
Never wanna talk I don't wanna have a conversation
Everybody sus and acting funny just an observation
I'd rather deal with myself
Still a fucking mess but I don't want any help
Drowning in my thoughts and I can't a breath
Gonna let the void just rot my mind and meet my death

Set it up myself cause it's all my fault
If I jump from this cliff how long will I fall?
How long will I fall
If I jump from this cliff how long will I fall

Mind still numb but I never wanna feel shit
Always agitated I don't wanna deal with shit
Dodging all these talks I don't wanna reply
Choked up feeling anxiety make me wanna die
They be like what's good wassup how you been
But I don't say how I been I just say I'm fine
Kinda crazy how my source of happiness is gone
Been a couple years now I'm just a ticking time bomb

Set it up myself cause it's all my fault
If I jump from this cliff how long will I fall?
How long will I fall
If I jump from this cliff how long will I fall