Couldn’t speak

Would you look at me now?
Everyday, every time you got me thinking about
All the ways that you've wasted all my love and without
Even knowing if you'd hurt me bad

You go running around
You fake tears act like I'm the bad one and now
You got stain on my name I could never get out
When you told them that I was mad

You know that I couldn't go outside
Cause people have been throwing rocks at
Anything or anyone that shines
When I said let's separate you said it's fine
Now they hate me without knowing
All of the sides oh all of the sides

But there's no way to turn back time and make them believe
Oh how you held me down that night and I couldn't breathe
If only I could take it out, oh the pain that's in me
It would've been an easy way
And I wouldn't have to walk away
If I could just speak

Don't wanna see you go down
Even though you spent years using pity around
I should've saved myself but I didn't know how
Cause I was desperate to just vanish fast

You know that I couldn't count
All the times they stared like I'm a criminal found
Had to beat myself cause I'm the one who allowed
You to break me just as bad

But we both know I couldn't go outside
Cause people have been throwing rocks at
Anything or anyone that's mine
When I said let's separate you said it's fine
Now they hate me without knowing
All of the sides oh all of the sides

But there's no way to turn back time and make them believe
Oh how you held me down that night and I couldn't breathe
If only I could take it out, oh the pain that's in me
It would've been an easy way
And I wouldn't have to walk away
If I could just speak

But we both know I couldn't go outside
Cause people have been throwing rocks at
Anything or anyone that's mine
When I said let's separate you said it's fine
Now they hate me without knowing
All of the sides oh all of the sides