Couldn’t Equal

Every ripple in the ocean couldn't equal the days I want to spend with you
My life is so complete because it ends with you
Your my number one and I hope you know that too
I feel i’m drawing in a ocean of blue whenever i'm not with u
Yeah I'm not gonna lie
But wasn't that a lie
It seems like I'm dying to live
But I'm living to die
Heaven doesn't want me
So I guess I’ll sleep in hell tonight
But the devil kicked me out and said I was too nice
I really don't get it
I'm way too nice to be a demon
I know I'm not an angel either
I just a fire-breather
Im spitting that faygo mines well call me the flame eater
I got the death note in hands
They finna call me Kira
Letter one I guess my time has come
Less and less I see what I’ve become
Maybe there’s s downfall
To say that I’ve drawn
My life in a nutshell is a understatement
Cause it seems I haven’t taken the path
Till my minds awaken
Sorry my mistake then
I’m the Asshole
Who is constantly hating
My mind has been racing
And inside I raising what I have forsaken
You change who I am
Then it’s i that’s your erasing
Take look in my eyes
Cause despite pain this writing
Is my way out
If you don’t like it stay out there’s nothing you could say now
I’ve been in this field for years
Now that I’ve got dreams everybody gon appear
Still wondering if I am real
I’m the one with fear
That’s constantly near
Haunting my feels and reminding me
That I’m near a break
For fuck sakes I’ve tried not to take life in a hateful wake
But it’s not in my fate to be the guy everyone likes
I’m destined to be great
But that’s always up for debate
I lost myself in this hell
But satans finally taking the bait

There is no change in the same person I’ve been
I’ve put in my grave
This personality I wouldn’t replace
I got issues developing
And I’m not perfect
I’m better than I was
Wait no
Cause back then I wouldn’t let pain
Take over my brain
I just make hate everything
There’s a line and I crossed it
Lost it| this is my response and
If I feel close to death
We will never meet cause we ain’t fucking friends
I’m so sick and tired
I’m pissed cause I’ve been in this fire
For so long I’ve lived life as hider
Could never seek anything cause I’d get caught