​could have been

[Verse 1]
It’s been a long road since last November
I’ve got my demons, you’ve got your temper
I still remember, I still pretend her
Hands on my face, we'll be there forever
I hope you pull through, I hope you’re better
Please write me back if you get these letters
I hope you hope too, I hope you’re calmer
Hope she unblocks me so I can call her

[Chorus]
It’s all just a bad dream, I hope, I don’t think I can sleep alone
Tell me, do you love me? Baby, what do I mean to you?
All the things we could be, I guess we’ll never really see, or know
What’s so wrong with me, that it’s so easy to leave?

[Verse 2]
Spent my heart on you, had a good start and eh
We got so far but uh, we weren't too smart, no
I had a problem with speaking, you never wanna believe me
Rightfully so, I was sneaking, always convinced myself that I was leaving
Girl, I was dreaming, would have believed I was dead if my heart wasn’t beating
But damn, was it beating, I was too panicked to notice the bleeding
Afraid of my feelings, hope you can see it, see it in hindsight
Look back in a good light, remember the good nights
Drinking Coronas and watching the sunrise
Forget all the bad shit, forget it like it never happened
We only got one life, it could have been real nice
It could have been highlights, it could have been fireflies
It could have been stars in the night sky
You could have been my wife, damn

[Bridge]
I know you don’t want it, babe
But I think about it every day
Yeah, I don’t think you want it, babe
But I’m still right here

[Chorus]
It’s all just a bad dream, I hope, I don’t think I can sleep alone
Tell me, do you love me? Baby, what do I mean to you?
All the things we could be, I guess we’ll never really see, or know
What’s so wrong with me, that it’s so easy to leave?

[Outro]
Spent all my heart on you, had a good start and eh
We got so far but uh, we weren't too smart, no
Spent all my heart on you, had a good start and eh
We got so far but uh, we weren't too smart, no
Spent all my heart on you, had a good start and eh
We got so far but uh, we weren't too smart, no
I had a problem with speaking, you never wanna believe me
Rightfully so, I was sneaking, always convinced myself that I was leaving