​cotton

[Chorus]
Oh, let us make a deal, this is not a fill-in
It's just how I feel and right now I'm the villain
Lately I wanna waste this time of mine
Watching myself as I decline
But this is everything to me
Watching the moon as it recedes into conclusion
There's no truth back where I started

[Verse]
Where is this going? (I'm frozen in motion)
They're constantly groaning ('Bout shit not important)
Their interpretations of me doing better
Is one of the reasons for making my head hurt
One chance just to trust myself, to portray myself, to betray myself
It's a cold, damp world
Is it sick I'm all about it?
You'll never learn to grow if you just go around it
Being numb ain't enough
The fact that I'm here and I'm living is still reminiscence
Of everything that I'm not
Gone in the beat of a heart
If you blink you would miss
Don't call me a kid, or treat me like it
The key won't fit, 'cause you never locked in
I'm fuckin' rottin' (But not forgotten)
How long has my heart been made out of cotton?
Are we humanoid, or programmed to become one?
Some day, I'm diving into oblivion
When I'm tugging upon on my vocal strings
But they will snap, God I know that
Feed on the wills of the ones who have once passed
Their efforts all gone to waste, now I'm in their place
I promised I'd make it back

[Bridge]
Oh, I'll make it back, I'll make it back
I gave up all of that, I gave up all of that
I gave up all of that, I gave up all of that

[Chorus]
But this is everything to me
Watching the moon as it recedes into conclusion
There's no truth back where I started
Nowhere, incomplete where I am now
These alleys reek throughout this town
Fingers pressed against a spindle
It's been years, can't get them out