corrupted p. surgery

[Chorus]
I been sleepin' through the sunlight, curtains closed for weeks
Ash on my shirt, blood on my sheets
I don’t eat no more, just sip and smoke
Staring myself at the mirror like a sick, bad joke
I ain’t talkin’ to my friends, I don’t got shit to say
They ask where I been—I lie, then pray
Losing so much blood idk what to do
Tryna fill the hole where you fucked me up

[Verse]
You said I was “too much,” but you stayed for the thrill
Kissed my wrists, I don't know what's your deal
Popping many pills
Cause this pain is hard to deal
Shed so many fucking tears
Just for you to disappear

Yeah you keep hunting inside my head but you ain't around
Start screamin in my hands to calm back down
I write these songs so i can stop from breakin’
But I tear ‘em up when my hands start shakin’

[Chorus]
I been sleepin' through the sunlight, curtains closed for weeks
Ash on my shirt, blood on my sheets
I don’t eat no more, just sip and smoke
Staring myself at the mirror like a sick, bad joke
I ain’t talkin’ to my friends, I don’t got shit to say
They ask where I been—I lie, then pray
Losing so much blood idk what to do
Tryna fill the hole where you fucked me up

(I been sleepin' through the sunlight, curtains closed for weeks
Ash on my shirt, blood on my sheets
I don’t eat no more, just sip and smoke
Staring myself at the mirror like a sick, bad joke
I ain’t talkin’ to my friends, I don’t got shit to say
They ask where I been—I lie, then pray
Losing so much blood idk what to do
Tryna fill the hole where you fucked me)