Copingg

[Verse]
Said she hate me, I could really give a fuck
Lohan in it for the lust, told her get up on my nuts
Take one look into her eyes and I know she want to touch
It's the only way to cope, otherwise I'm going to cut
She said, "Tell me what you want", I just want to count the bucks
I'ma feed into my vice, yeah, I'll never fucking trust
Said she'll never let me go, then you know I got to run
I don't want to fall in love any day under the sun
She said I'm a fucking cunt, yeah, I really should get shunned
Trigger finger to my dome, one shot, I'm fucking done
Pulling up to NY like my name was Big Pun
Bitch, I feel like Pirate Gator, she got something on her tongue
Yeah, this girl just makes me laugh, 'cause she says that she's the one
All this pain up in my chest, now my shoulders weigh a ton
I just want to self destruct, told them all to fucking run
And she says she'll always stay, you must think I'm fucking dumb
She told me to bite down, gladly
See me going up and now she back, 'cause she had me
All this pain inside which was left from the last me
Never had a purpose if you fucking ask me
But I still slit, I still cut, I still hurt
Try to throw away the blades, I just want to make it work
I'ma always fucking grind till I'm six feet in the dirt
She gon' call me Lohan, 'cause I'm a motherfucking flirt
It's Halloween night, but I still got my fangs out
If she got a attitude, then we gon' get it banged out
And you could have it all, ho', if only you would stay around
I been on my damn grind since my album came out
And I used to try to cry, but nothing fucking came out
And it's funny how you fuck niggas always got the same style
And I'ma get this show, watch they all gon' scream my name now
Swear I might fucking flatline so they can feel my pain now
Said she hate me, I could really give a fuck
Lohan in it for the lust, told her get up on my nuts
Take one look into her eyes and I know she want to touch
It's the only way to cope, otherwise I'm going to cut
She said, "Tell me what you want", I just want to count the bucks
I'ma feed into my vice, yeah, I'll never fucking trust
Said she'll never let me go, then you know I got to run
I don't want to fall in love any day under the sun
She said I'm a fucking cunt, yeah, I really should get shunned
Trigger finger to my dome, one shot, I'm fucking done
Pulling up to NY like my name was Big Pun
Bitch, I feel like Pirate Gator, she got something on her tongue
Yeah, this girl just makes me laugh, 'cause she says that she's the one
All this pain up in my chest, now my shoulders weigh a ton
I just want to self destruct, told them all to fucking run
And she says she'll always stay, you must think I'm fucking dumb
She told me to bite down, gladly
See me going up and now she back, 'cause she had me
All this pain inside which was left from the last me
Never had a purpose if you fucking ask me
But I still slit, I still cut, I still hurt
Try to throw away the blades, I just want to make it work
I'ma always fucking grind till I'm six feet in the dirt
She gon' call me Lohan, 'cause I'm a motherfucking flirt