Cope

How could I let this go
This thorn stuck deep in my side
A feverish chill befalls me
A sickening thought occurs
What if this torture
Is what I deserve
How could have I expected this
This cosmic depressive divide
How could have I expected this
And I’ve watched my life
Through bloodshot eyes
And I’ve felt the pain
Run down my spine
And I’ve had regret
Consume my mind
A part of me that I’ll never get back
Is this how I should feel
Alone in myself
You were so much a part of me
I loved you more than myself
And this love leaves me hopeless
And your memory leaves me breathless
Your memory leaves me breathless
Your memory leaves me