​cope

[Intro]
I feel anything but safe here, I feel anything but safe right here
I feel anything but safe here, I feel anything but safe right here
Right now, right here, die slow
Right here, right now, die with the lights out

[Chorus]
Fuck coping, I just wake up hoping I'm dead
Still alone and I know that it's all in my head
Just let me go, let me know where we are in the end
Bleeding slow on my own, is it all just pretend?

[Verse]
Ho, my life been shit, I am not worth shit
Tears run down my face like blood and tears run down my wrist
This that self destructive shit, I might self destruct my shit
I might self destruct my whip, end my agony, my wish
Fuck that, I been killin' myself from the inside
I'm so sick of this shit, like, fuck real life
If I finish it here, is you still mine?
Is you still mine? Am I still yours?
Yeah, my temper with shit been, like, real short
Tryna cope with this bitch, she a real whore
I still look at my heart and it's still sore

[Chorus]
Fuck coping, I just wake up hoping I'm dead
Still alone and I know that it's all in my head
Just let me go, let me know where we are in the end
Bleeding slow on my own, is it all just pretend?

[Outro]
Is it all just pretend? Am I coming or going?
Ashes to ashes, but nobody noticed
Shut myself out, yet you still were the closest
Are you talking to me or am I losing focus?