Convictions

Convictions
Lost direction
Once a fielded dream
Controlled by the heat within
Cold could not withstand pressure to keep the sky in my hand
Now a failing breeze grabs a hold and pulls me down
Hands have turned to clay gripping the hope that lives inside
I move on praying for a way to save my own will
Time falls whisked away with each breath I take
Falling into time
A waste, an endless torture sealing a fate of nothing
Dark times how do I conquer a life now chains
Go onward is the only method
Forget the pain and face our progression on
Survival is vital
In pain we succeed
How did I lose my convictions?
Lost direction
Try to find a hold
Certain steps are led astray
Seems no other space
Forcing me out there's not enough time
Now it's time to bring all I know to help me win
Efforts have gone to hell
Crushing my will to act as the lead
Failed. Fault. Lost
Now climb
Push away fading terms the burn the skin
Saved till' now
Haunts me in each step I take
Times have changed
Overload is bearing down
Face each day circled by what I should have done
Dive. Crime. Loss
Give into time and fall
Procrastination
Fail to follow through with all I must do
Days they fall in shame
I slip in deeper
Confined by the weight that overbears
Stood tall but killed in it's nature
Forced steps I do not care what's there
They can see it in my eyes
I can it in my eyes
Time lies
I am falling further down
I've tried, but landing is hard
Fallen chance
Another lesson
I'll give it all I can
Another lesson
I gave it all I could