Control Is a Virtue

Time keeps stretching forward
I’m chasing after
Don’t know what’s more important
Will it last when I’m gone
Yeah I messed it up
It’s always so dark
I can’t find a way out til I have a change of heart

I wish that you never left
You still haunt me everyday
And though I know you’re not dead
So far you feel past the grave
I know control is a virtue in my head
I will be pure of this envy I possess

It wasn’t friends
And I’ll die on that hill
Cause you said what you said
And I felt what I felt
I was fine till I took the time to think about it
Now it’s my whole life don’t know what to do without it
Always on my mind no it’s never felt this crowded
I’m just looking for something to keep me grounded
Turn my feelings off just carry on drowning
It’s easier if you bury and pretend that you never found it

I wish that you never left
You still haunt me everyday
And though I know you’re not dead
So far you feel past the grave
I know control is a virtue in my head
I will be pure of this envy I possess