Control Freak (Demo)

[Verse 1]
I'm so good at
Hiding sadness like a secret
Shit, they see it
How'd you notice?
Don't ask me if I'm okay
I'm not sure if anybody
Gives a shit about it anyways
'Til they tell me
"Just sit down, be quiet"
How do I reconcile that?

[Verse 2]
And if no one's listening, maybe that's fine
I can finally say things nobody likes
Like, "Sorry I bring in such a bad vibe
I wish I was different"
But the grass is greener wherever it grows
And I'm sick of all those storybook tropes
Search the field for pieces I broke
I wish I was different

[Pre-Chorus]
Different, different, different
Different, different, different
I-I-I'm such a big fan, I really like me
I kinda wish that you could like me
Like I like me when I don't hate me
'Cause when I like me, I really do

[Chorus]
I'm a control freak, it's really dicey
Let me explain that
I wish you could see me
Exactly how I wanted you to

[Outro]
(I'm a control freak) That would be easier
I wish you could see me, that would be easier
(I wish, I wish I was different) That would be easier for me
For me, that would be easy (I'm a control freak)