Control

[Chorus: Wh1te W0lf]
And all my life, I've had a goal
These conversations I'll never know
I thought there'd be another call
I thought that I could keep control

[Verse 1: Wh1te W0lf]
Staring at your blood on all my knuckles in a fist
Promise that you'd never find me in this place again
I been getting faded on another fifth of Gin
Think it's time I go my way and start to make amends
Yeah, fuck that, I've been in my own way
I'm talking like most days
Got all that I wanted but this still hurt like always
I'm forever on it by the way we had to part ways
Shit just hit me sideways
Hits me in the driveway
Hit me on the ride home
Hit me whеn I'm there
It shows no discretion, it comеs on without a care
Never learned my lesson, no I'm never playing fair
'Cause this route is slowly fading and nobody is aware
Fuck that, take off all your blindfolds
Leave them as a side note
People don't appreciate what's right outside their window
On this path I deviate 'cause what I seek is golden
I know it's worth the holding
Just know I never chose this

[Chorus: Wh1te W0lf]
Sometimes I feel like all my life I've had a goal
These conversations I'll never know
I thought there'd be another call
I thought that I could keep control

[Verse 2: s0cliché]
Push it, we fuck it up and make some history
I'm 'bouta light a blunt
I'm 'bouta feel the breeze
I can't take anymore, what you do to me
I try to keep my control as we're spirling
I keep it on the down low so that when you're upset
Sometimes you act so cold, I'm witnessing a sunset
Smoking on a long one, so that I can forget
She inside my household, I've been running [?]
My eyes are wide awake, too wake of my past
Made some damn mistakes and I pray you'll never ask
I look in the mirror and all I can see is ash
I try to keep things clear like the drink inside my glass

[Chorus: Wh1te W0lf]
All my life I've had a goal
These conversations I'll never know
I thought there'd be another call
I thought that I could keep control