Contradictions

It's so hard to say this to you
Once again my love fell through
How could I do this to you?
The last time I promised you
And you say...

Well there's so much that I see when you are not around me
So many words that you say are contradictions
And how can you say you love me when you don't even seek to find me?
And I just want to set you free from these addictions

You cry as I tell you
When did I?
Why did I?
How could I?
I sigh as I tell you all the things I used to do
And you say...

Well there's so much I didn't see when you were not around me
And so many words that you said were contradictions
And how could you have said you loved me
When there were all those things I couldn't see?
Well I knew there was something up with you

Something wrong
Something not right...

Is there anything I don't see when you are not around me?
Are any words that you say contradictions?
And do you still love me now?
Well I dont understand how
Can you forgive me somehow of these convictions?

And you forgive me endlessly
But I won't pretend to understand all of this
And you love me unconditionally
But I know I'll learn from this
I know i'll learn from this