Contradiction

Cian

[Chorus]
I just wanna sleep forever
And ever and ever
I can't find my heart
It must be lost and severed
Left freezing cold like December
I'm getting bold and better
Wish I could take my brain out and begin to dismember
I bleed red
After all this time I remember what I said
Give a fuck bout a shawty that gon' leave me in my bed
Why the fuck you always talking only want me for my bread
Break the [?] fuck, I know that you only want me dead
Oh, you want me bad baby, how you doing in rehab?
I know that you sad baby you're steam bath
Callin' me your dad in the front and the back too
Asking if I love you
Baby I don't know you

[Bridge]
Sorry I just been so bad (I'm too scared)
I'm worried 'bout this big old bag, it's unfair
And I'm taking out the trash
Got a big blunt in my bag (Bag)
They hating on the bros bitch, I put they ass on blast

[Verse]
They tell me that I'm just broken
Can't cook they ass they frozen
They tell me that I'm chosen
But fuck baby I'm coping
From pain with the money and the drugs
Love all this music shit I could never give it up
Waiting for the day I actually go catch a dub
Baby I can never tell you what is going on
'Cause I know you care too much, you care too much
Fuck I never cared enough, I cared enough
Cian

[Chorus]
I just wanna sleep forever
And ever and ever
I can't find my heart
It must be lost and severed
Left freezing cold like December
I'm getting bold and better
Wish I could take my brain out and begin to dismember
I bleed red
After all this time I remember what I said
Give a fuck bout a shawty that gon' leave me in my bed
Why the fuck you always talking only want me for my bread
Break the [?] fuck, I know that you only want me dead
Oh, you want me bad baby, how you doing in rehab?
I know that you sad baby you're steam bath
Callin' me your dad in the front and the back too
Asking if I love you
Baby I don't know you
Cian