I moved a way
And slept with a rotten taste
He lied when he said I was worth it all
I'm afraid I only change myself
Because you're nodding to the original
And if I saw what he sees
No lover of mine cuts deep into a clean face
Now he's just like me
Delusional
I said I'm not in love
I said I'm not in love
I said I'm not in love
Please don't hurt me
Please don't hurt me
Please don't hurt me
Do you feel young again when you're on top of me?
I can't be taken if I give it away
I chop myself up
And shut myself out
Until my body shuts itself down
I pour the boiling water on my hand
I still feel enough to touch myself
And even then, I don't feel like doing it anymore
I shoved enough food in my mouth
And I can mutter out the words, "I don't think I can do it anymore"
Contingency Song was written by Jane Remover.
Contingency Song was produced by Jane Remover.
Jane Remover released Contingency Song on Wed Nov 16 2022.
Jane on the song’s themes, via The Fader:
Preparing for eventual doomsday. Flirting with death. Finding a difference between being dependent and being selfish. Celebration fuels the fire and I don’t have that kind of energy. But I’m not saying I could manage without it. Trying to figure out if ever...