Continental

I live in my own eternal world
I only see, I cannot die
My life is already past me
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My house is big
My car is nice
My plants are grown
But it’s not my life
I have every dollar in the world
But nothing to spend them on
My records are always in stock
But I can never turn them off
I’m much emptier than I thought
But I’ll never leave myself
There are no opportunities
Or no existing finale
It’s never over, never over
Never over, never over

Existential dread looms over me
When I wake up, when I go to sleep
I hope that I’m not here tomorrow
Some part of me knows it’s never over
There’s nothing harder than existing
Without end and without beginning
I don’t want to be here anymore
Somebody close this eternal door
It’s never over, never over
Never over, never over