Constellations

My eyes have seen this
The cold of indignation
They always look here
I feel their lacerations

I'll never be enough
I'll stumble back again
But I don't care enough
I wish I had a friend

How many times did I try
They pushed me too far
The great and the powerful Trixie
Knows just what you are

But is it worth it now
Is this all that I am
You wish I had never appeared
I just wish you'd give a damn

I trusted them
To see what's inside of me
I trusted me
To see what's inside of them

I may have stumbled once
On my insignificance
But that is all over now
I've let go of my dissonance

Our eyes a purple haze
We share the same shade
Yours see power
Mine see magic
See a friendship we could've made

She is so talented
But what is there for me
I've seen a better show
But I she will never see

Orion, save me now
Polaris, guide me now

The water's rising, how long until I drown
My only sorrow is my head was never in the clouds
The water's rising, how long until I die
I'm suffocating on tears I hold back inside

The water's rising, how long until I drown
My only sorrow is that I never stilled my frown
The water's rising, how long until I die

I'm suffocating on tears I'm holding back inside
I'm only drowning on my loss of self control
The water's risen, and I'm left with an empty soul

I've stumbled for the last time
I'll leave this place forever
My arrogance precedes me
It's been a moot endeavour

I'm only drowning on my loss of self control
The water's risen and I'm left with an empty soul
I never thought I'd end without a cause to blame
But you were the one there to show me it's not about the fame