ConsPIRACY

[Verse 1]
I can't let this keep pulling upon my strings
I can't let this control me
I gotta get it together
It's hard to know what's real
It's multi-dimensional
It's hard to know what's real
Something diabolical

[Pre-Chorus]
Is self-love a conspiracy?
Will I ever be happy?

[Chorus]
Is there something in the way of saving?
I've been lost time and time again
I still hate me

[Verse 2]
My dark thoughts are talking
Me off the ledge
I'm fucking exhausted
I gotta get it together
It's hard to know what's real
Lost myself to the fucking bottle
It's hard to know what's real
My reality is hard to swallow

[Pre-Chorus]
Is self-love a conspiracy?
Will I ever be happy?

[Chorus]
Is there something in the way of saving?
I've been lost time and time again
I still hate me
Is there something in the way of saving?
When I've been lost time and time again
Do you still hate me?

[Bridge]
Find peace in the depths of my abyss
Ignorance is bliss
Ignorance is bliss

[Outro]