Consequence

[Verse 1]
Uh I can't believe this shit, I might become a Dad
I barley even know the chick and that's what makes me sad
I should have rapped up, should have played it smart
But I was thinking with my dick instead of thinking with my heart
And now I'm, dealing with the consequence of being a father
And I can't even love myself that's what makes it harder
How the fuck am I supposed to raise a child when I can't even raise myself always feeling down?
And it's, been killing me I can even barely eat
I've been drinking bottle shots trying to wash away the misery
Trying to find a way out hoping I'mma wake up
But this is real life ain't no nightmare to wake from
I really don't know what the fuck to think
Stomaching and not puking in the fucking sink
I can't believe my own seed is maybe on it's way
I can't believe my own seed could be here any day

[Hook]
Uh I can't believe I'm about to have a kid
This shit is crazy cause there isn't much that I can give
And that's what makes me sick, yeah that's what hurts the most
I love you way too much for me to let you go
But if I don't I know you might suffer
I barely myself or your own damn mother and it's
Shameful how the fuck I get myself here?
How the fuck, how the fuck I get myself here?

[Verse 3]
Forgive me father I'm sorry for my fuck up
I should have thought about my actions not a quick bust
And here I am crying like a little bitch
Cause I know that I was wrong and now I'm paying for what I did
Will you forgive me? Baby I'm talking to you
Cause you're my child I'mma make sure we pull it through
And I ain't giving up, baby I ain't giving up
Even if I gotta put my life down to pick you up
I just pray that I won't let you down
I hope that I can make you proud in this world of doubt
But I can't promise baby I can only try
And that's what scares me is knowing that I can't provide
Knowing that I can't provide
And I ain't running from it let alone to try and hide
Cause I'mma fight for you, baby I would die for you
Dedicate my life sacrifice my life to make it right for you
Whatever happens know I love you
Even when the pressure gets high won't let it crush you
Whatever happens know I love you
Protect you with my life won't let a damn thing touch you