Conscious

[Intro]
My stream of conscious has gotten so much worse
I've grown accustomed but didn't trust it at first
The more I'm living the more I'm feeling I'm lost
I wanted to give my soul but kept forgetting the cost
My special woman is growing more every day
I swear I keep overlooking the subtle shit that she say
Had a conversation with her
Asked her, ‘what you want’
She spoke with a quiet voice, ‘I want to be free of wants’
Shit, took a second just to comprehend
My biggest compliment was always using common sense
But once you take your past lessons and apply to life
I think you start becoming someone that you might’ve liked

[Hook]
So stay with me, all of my shit is monstrous, all of my shit is mainstream, all of my shit is conscious
Stay with me, all of my shit is monstrous, all of my shit is mainstream, all of my shit is conscious

[Verse 1]
I'm feeling light, like we been here before
So I ain't gotta speak on heavy
I done did it before
I done did it with trill
I did it all in the past
And volume one was just a taste of what I wanted to ask
Do y'all feel me
Tell me for real, do y'all feel me
Half tank up on this hill, would y'all feel me
Flat broke up on this stage do y'all feel me
I said flat broke up on this stage do y'all feel me
I done dined with the devil
Deal in the works
He told me heaven gotta pop
So I'm feeling to burst
I ain't worried ‘bout no flops, cause I'm still on this earth
My competitions looking foul so I'm stealing it first
I ran it home, I don't change I just grow into life
Its evidently my own stadium, I'm showing the lights
This mental marriage got my whole squad throwing this rice
I feel it deep within my bones, that's how I know when its right

[Hook]
So stay with me, all of my shit is monstrous, all of my shit is mainstream, all of my shit is conscious
Stay with me, all of my shit is monstrous, all of my shit is mainstream, all of my shit is conscious

[Verse 2]
I wrote again ‘cause I thought, ‘fuck it, its your birthday’
I wanna talk instead of giving you this wordplay
Like, straight up
I been feeling these things
Like I'm slowly getting closer now to seeing my dreams
Become reality shows and shows all on my schedule
The tour bus got 8 screens and hot tea on the kettle
I'm trying to level with the fact that I ain't got you alive
But you know music keep me working like I got me a job
I put in work, this work feeling like its writing itself
I saw your pic the other day and took that shit off the shelf
Slipped the frame in my pocket
Now I carry you with me
Got people asking ‘bout your name, I told the world that it’s Cindy
I use your memory for good to preach of lessons in love
I hold my anger in contempt and only stretch for a hug
I know at times I lose myself
You bring me right back around
If all was lost I’d have to say, it once was but its found

[Hook]
So stay with me, all of my shit is monstrous, all of my shit is mainstream, all of my shit is conscious
Stay with me, all of my shit is monstrous, all of my shit is mainstream, all of my shit is conscious