Confusioned

[Intro]
Honestly well and truly confused
(Soaking rain)
At the things you say and do
(Growing pain)
But I wish the best for you
(Throwing shade)
I'm blessed
I’m blessed with you in my life
(In my life)
Feels like I'm rolling rolling rolling
(Feels like I'm rolling rolling rolling)
Happiness and good times
Forever

[Verse]
Soaking rain
Growing pains
Throwing shade
I feel like I’m rolling down a bowling lane
Trying not to fall into the gutter
Did she just try to put me under with the other's that once loved her
Pretty colours, elusive infrastructure?
That helped me paint a picture in my mind
But wait
It's then I realisеd
That everything
Has been inside my mind
I nеver got designs
I never saw floor plans
So I felt behind
I was told it's all God's Plan
But what bout mine?
Look how do I steer a ship with sealed closed eyes?
Open your mind she said
But to that I declined
Coz I wanna walk then run
Not in rewind
Rewinding video tape of happier times to feel a smile
I'm busy
(Feels like I'm rolling rolling rolling)
So move aside
I'm losing light
Might have to flick on a switch
Dark in this mind
But who’s the master of your light?
She’s mine
Forever
And ever
And ever and ever and ever
She's mine

[Bridge]
At this point
I’m tired of being tired
And maybe you are too
I'm tired of the fake so lets do real
I bid to you

At what point do you just stop caring?
Coz they're pushing me close to my limit

I could be dice in a rat race
I could be
A bowling ball in a bowling lane

[Refrain]
She's mine
She’s mine
She's mine
She's mine
Happiness and good times
Forever
And ever
And ever
She's mine
She's mine
She's mine

[Outro]
Feels like we're rolling rolling rolling
And I'm confused coz I thought we were heading
In the right direction
But now I'm
I'm trying not to fall into the gutter
(I'm sick of you, yep)