Confusion

[Verse 1]
I wake up
I start my day awake
I get back in bed
I feel stupid again
Caught in another cycle I can't end
Awake, I never begin

[Chorus]
If I can't earn what I deserve
Maybe it's nothing that I'm worth
I get by on illusion
No tough image to preserve
Don't you ever feel absurd?
We all rely on delusion

[Verse 2]
I make up
A fantasy to get myself through the day, awake
It's all I have left
I feel empty again
Another broken promise I can't mend
Awake, I can pretend

[Chorus]
If I can't earn what I deserve
Maybe it's nothing that I'm worth
I get by on illusion
No tough image to preserve
Don't you ever feel absurd?
We all rely on delusion

[Outro]
I am lost in
I am lost in confusion
Confusion
My body's so still
It's my head, it's spinning in confusion
Confusion