confused obsessed

[Chorus]
Look at me, can you keep your eyes on me? (Keep your eyes on me)
Do you love me even though I always change? (Change)
You know I'm soft inside, you know that can't change (Change)
Tried almost everything and I couldn't relate (Relate)
Coping wasn't the best way to keep sane (Keep sane)
Now I'm solving a whole piece of my maze (Oh-oh)
And I can't lie, I found myself in more pain
I feel so lucky but I'm also not amazed
Oh-oh, whoa-oh
This is not excellent, I can't think one at a time
I got everything I wanted but can't find
Any satisfaction, nothing's changed my mind
Look back at my past when I went, ooh (Ooh)
I was so excited with everything, ooh (Ooh)
Maybe I was always this way, true (Ooh)
I know this is part of growth, it's all true (Ooh)

[Verse]
Developed trust issues, don't know who's who
Who knows everything about this shit? You
So why do I continue to give up my own truth?
'Cause it's better that way
Yeah, it's better that way
You know it's not better that way
You won't grow this way (This way, this way, this way)
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh

[Chorus]
Look at me, can you keep your eyes on me? (Keep your eyes on me)
Do you love me even though I always change? (Change)
You know I'm soft inside, you know that can't change (Change)
Tried almost everything and I couldn't relate (Relate)
Coping wasn't the best way to keep sane (Keep sane)
Now I'm solving a whole piece of my maze (Oh-oh)
And I can't lie, I found myself in more pain
I feel so lucky but I'm also not amazed
Oh-oh, oh, oh, oh
This is not excellent, I can't think one at a time
I got everything I wanted but can't find
Any satisfaction, nothing's changed my mind
Look back at my past when I went, ooh (Ooh)
I was so excited with everything, ooh (Ooh)
Maybe I was always this way, true (Ooh)
I know this is part of growth, it's all true (Ooh)