Conflicted

I’m feeling all these thoughts as I be sipping out this bottle
I’m feeling like I’m lost up in this world, I got some problems
But I done found my purpose, yeah I think I’m gonna solve em
And they been causing trouble for the boy, but they can’t stop him

Lately I been working searching, building up my heart
It’s getting very scary, hope the weak not chilling in the dark
Losing my emotions as I’m steady puffing on this cart

Hold up, my homies said he’s gonna roll up
Red lights flash, my nigga froze up
Cause we know the ops be showing no love
We gotta go up
Cause laws be lurking like the cobras

They took thе homie, now I'm here rеflecting on the sofa
Smoke a blunt and then I’m on the soda

Lately I been thinking bout my dreams and reminiscing
Thinking bout this album and it make me feel conflicted
Cause while I’m spitting on this mic, my homies in a prison
Imma tell a story, I pray to god you listen

I’m feeling all these thoughts as I be sipping out this bottle
I’m feeling like I’m lost up in this world, I got some problems
But I done found my purpose, yeah I think I’m gonna solve em
And they been causing trouble for the boy, but they can’t stop him

It’s been a minute since I seen the homie, I’m on my way
Downtown to where he at, they got him locked in a cage
I’m stuck reflecting on days that we sat and we prayed
I guess it’s true, that save em’ if they harboring pain
All these thoughts in my brain
And all these pictures I paint
My selfish ego, trapped in what this world society brings
I be chasing for the greatest, but I wonder sometimes
How many niggas didn’t make it, on this mountain I climb?