Conflicted

[Intro]
Lately, I've been so conflicted
Lately, I've been so conflicted
Lately, I've been so conflicted, yeah (yah)

[Verse One - Eddy I.]
They said, they said, they said, Eddy where you at?
Running shit up in my town. Running laps
Niggas hit me every day about these tracks
Same niggas wouldn't even give me dap
Way back
How bout that?

Tables turn on em
They should learn
What they words worth
They don't deserve nothing
They been working to hurt someone
On the surface they think they've earned something
Earned nothing
They ain't worthless
Just don't know that they ain't perfect

Momma said kill em with kindness
She wouldn't forget to remind us
She said that the devil was telling me get 'em
But that would be spreading the virus
And really they needed the guidance
And people like me should provide it
Yo, I ain't religious but still took this shit as a vision to not be so blinded

Yeah they used to call me roach boy as a kid i didn't live in a clean house
Yeah they threw dirt on me, put hurt on me when a nigga went and tried to reach out
I was the one kid they would speak bout
It's the same shit, peep, ain't shit sweet
They switched speech
And they looking out for me now

[Hook]
Lately I've been so conflicted
Tryna focus on a better vision (yah)
But a nigga can’t progress in these conditions

Cause lately I've been so conflicted
I really had to work to go and get it (heyyyyyy)
I remember i ain’t have no pot to piss in

Lately I've been so conflicted
I’ve been waiting all my life just to give back what they gave me
Lately I've been so conflicted
Hey
Lately I've been so conflicted, yeah

[Verse Two - Remark]

Lately I been feelin' on my own
A different life I used to live and now I’m grown
Memories are looking kinda strange
But I’m happy with myself I can’t complain

But lately shit is getting out of temperature
Cause I’m feeling the rising of the pressure
Your passion to hurt me laughing
To end me
Will not defend me
You snakes I cut from the head as I rip you off from the ending
Disguising
I see you shedding
So fuck you
And who’s pretending

That’s real

I guess it come with the territory
Poetry in motion
Emotion is what provokes it

You dead in the water
I am your sea and ocean
Y’all try to hurt me I’ll leave you bleeding open

Y’all can go and hate on me
And whatnot
I made em Bled-soe
I hit ‘em with a buckshot

Thinking I can end ‘em at my will
But I’d rather watch you suffer knowing I’m on top and still

[Hook]
Lately I've been so conflicted
Tryna focus on a better vision (yah)
But a nigga can’t progress in these conditions

Cause lately I've been so conflicted
I really had to work to go and get it (heyyyyyy)
I remember i ain’t have no pot to piss in

Lately I've been so conflicted
I’ve been waiting all my life just to give back what they gave me
Lately I've been so conflicted
Hey
Lately I've been so conflicted, yeah

[Speech]
I’ve been kicked when I was down
Told I wasn't good enough
Left in the dust when all I needed was love
And even then
I represent you all proudly because I know it's way bigger than you and me
It's about us and them
The stat vs the world

[Hook]
Try-Try-Tryna focus on a better vision (yah)
But a nigga can’t progress in these conditions

Cause lately I've been so conflicted
I really had to work to go and get it (heyyyyyy)
I remember i ain’t have no pot to piss in

Lately I've been so conflicted
I’ve been waiting all my life just to give back what they gave me
Lately I've been so conflicted, hey
Lately I've been so conflicted, yeah