​conflicted

[Intro]
4am
Here's the water
Oh, oh

[Verse]
I feel so conflicted
Try to tell the point, but everytime they fuckin' miss it
I don't feel too well, I think I need some damn prescription
Constant paranoia, everyday I'm fuckin' trippin'
And I don't wanna bother you, I try to keep a distance
If I disappear would you really care?
I don't see myself when I look in the mirror
Disappointed in the man that I've become
Can someone help me get the fuck up outta here?
People getting on my nerves, but I don't call out
'Cause in the end I don't want none of us to fall out
Because we started from the bottom and we ball now
Without the bros I swear I wouldn't be here at all now
Without the bros I would be rotting in my coffin
And death is on my mind I think about it often
This feeling, so constant
I hate it, I just wanna off it
Each day I wake up and wish that I didn't
I'm still tryna find me a reason to live
And I feel so annoying I feel like a burden
I know that you hate me, I know it for certain
I'm always here, but I feel so gone
Everyday I ask where it all went wrong
If you don't like this, you can skip this song
Had to get some things off my chest, I'm done