​compress my life

[Intro]
I can't handle my time
I swear I wear a disguise
Dirty perc' for the night
Teenage nightmare in sight

[Verse 1]
I don't wanna know ya
Spendin' all my money on the drugs
And you know that I don't feel the love
And love me 'cause you know I blew up
I been wastin' all my time
Smoke a cigarette, compress my life
Crush bits off the perc', feel alright
Scream echo in my room, through the night

[Chorus]
I been fucked up
Finna take another one
Kinda blew up
You can never tell wrong from right
Can I change my life?
All the speak of the club but it's all lies
In reality, I am alone at night
And all ever you do is drain my high

[Instrumental Break]

[Bridge]
I lost my home, alone, alone
You're so damn cold, turn me to stone
Beautiful blue eyes disguise your lies
Forward two strides, then we back up another five

[Verse 2]
Klonopin so I can sleep
I'm so toxic, you're a junkie
I'm a dumb motherfucker, yeah
Break my heart and then you did it to another, yeah
You a demon 'cause you lackin' all your morals, babe
I try to talk but you never got a thing to say
You always cry when it's night time
I swear to God, you love fighting
Skinny druggie boy, that's what you indited
I lost my sanity, that's why I been hiding
All these motherfuckers sing about drugs
They don't know the life of darkness, takin' shit to feel numb
Now I got an outlet and I'm fixing my problems
Every night a nightmare but I swear I'm fixing it all