composure

[Intro]
Yeah, I know my limits, and I want it so bad
I keep dreaming about it I wanna live it bad
How you call me fake? I keep everything at a distance
You don't know how to keep composure

[Chorus]
This not a fantasy we live it right now
I failed so many times, and I'm finding out how
Everything I look up to be hating me now
I feel so alone just gonna do my own vow

[Post-Chorus]
Yeah
I keep having doubts, I hate all these habits how I do it everyday
I can feel my brain rotting it's like this everyday
Now it's like a blur I feel as if I'm child's play

[Bridge]
Yeah, wooo
Find my own way
Yeah, wooo
Find my own way

[Verse]
I'm gon 'roll it up and smoke it like I'm Fetty Wap
In love with the money I ain't never letting go
Say you gon' "steal everything," but all you do is fap
We been talking bands and selling shit like mangoes

Oohh

I just wanna cop a million bands
Laugh at me I'm Filipino I know
Hold on to my soul with one strand
We gon' make it glo with one blow

[Chorus]
This not a fantasy we live it right now
I failed so many times, and I'm finding out how
Everything I look up to be hating me now
I feel so alone just gonna do my own vow

[Post-Chorus]
Yeah
I keep having doubts, I hate all these habits how I do it everyday
I can feel my brain rotting it's like this everyday
Now it's like a blur I feel as if I'm child's play