Complications

Why is what I’m asking but it always gets ignored
Im just hoping to be growing and proceed to having more
My mindset calm
But I provoked right into war
Promoting heart and care
But Yellin blood and gore
Encore with sores
Stabbing piercing slicing sword
So with words leave messengers lifeless at they doors
Of they lords
I be the dead man wanted on the boards
Showing me different routes but im lookin for a tour
I bet you don’t even know what im talkin bout
The beat flows and you just hear sounds out my mouth
But anyway
I hate telling people that I rap
Cuz they look at me like you rappin cause you black
Or don’t even recognize me cuz so many wack
Like its every wack black rappin on the recorded tracks
But back to me my lifestyle on some current complication
My girl be thinkin and then she hit me with a trouble statement
But I love her crazy self she will always be my wifey
No other girl would attempt to love me more or even like me
I’m on with this stuggle tussle fumble with surviving money
I walk my paths cuz I see nobody riding for me
My rappin is a childish thought and most want to me grow up
Hold up never I slow up
Cause I ain't even met my quota
I do my thing
Cuz this music with my life it brings
I rock no chains
Cuz my paper still come in change
Dang
I fear the future what my defintion
Theres somethings missing
Like writers block I can't keep persistent
I keep on reachin
Then always pushed in the deep end
This is my weakness
The closes put my down my treason
Some say im antisocial but yet I’m think different
I just get overlooked I am a loner that never mentioned
Simple mathematics me adding, subtracting relations
I thought it was me but not too many wanna know me
I guess I have a ghost writer cuz my feelings wrote this
Anger, sadness, loneness it combined its just all exploded
Man nobody can relate
So I’m fighting with the madness
Constructing against bad habits
No longer hiphoppin wit these rabbits
If you motive the minus
Then I’m offing any practice
You action are just acting
Face up and stop masking
I’m putting hearts into these beats and resurrected nothing
I hope I died atleast me reaching the top of discussion

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I’m putting hearts into these beats and resurrected nothing
I hope I died atleast me reaching the top of discussion