​complicated

[Intro]
(‌sorrow bringer)
You're a liar, you're a liar
I'm just tryna [?]
Uh, stupid bitch

[Chorus]
I could never tell if they love or hate me
It's complicated, it's complicated
All I know, these drugs help me out with thinking
I swear they save me, oh, I know they save me
I just need a push to wake up and take 'em just to motivate me, now I'm motivated (Uh, motivated)
Pourin' out my soul is too hard when conscious
So I do it faded and the product pays me
She tell me that she lovin' on me regardless
But I know she fakin', oh, I know she fakes it
Tell me how you really feel off this Ace
I swear I could take it, promise I can take it
With everything in my life, I'm complacent
And if I was here now, I'd be crying, shaking
I'm searching up effects for the shit I'm taking
And it's all just bad but damn, still I take 'em

[Verse]
I couldn't bank on myself 'cause I couldn't tell you how long I'm breathin'
Process the words that the masses tell you and prove them weaklings
I'm at the point where only God can save me
'Cause I reject the treatment they propose to me
'Cause I'm happy bleedin'
The devil told me I was born a demon (Uh)
Let's go, crawl forward on your fractures
I can feel the wrath of God through her bullet words
Time and time again, I am stripped of rest and happiness
But we all got our pain, so I'll shut up 'cause mine is nothin' special

[Chorus]
I could never tell if they love or hate me
It's complicated, it's complicated (It's complicated)
All I know, these drugs help me out with thinking
I swear they save me, oh, I know they save me
I just need a push to wake up and take 'em just to motivate me, now I'm motivated
Pourin' out my soul is too hard when conscious
So I do it faded and the product pays me
She tell me that she lovin' on me regardless
But I know she fakin', oh, I know she fakes it
Tell me how you really feel off this Ace
I swear I could take it, promise I can take it
With everything in my life, I'm complacent
And if I was here now, I'd be crying, shaking
Searching up effects for the shit I'm taking
And it's all just bad but damn, still I take 'em