Complex

What is it within you that
Makes it hard for me to move?
Cause I'm staring at your back
In a crowd of laughs
You find a way to steal the room

Never get attached
Never mix my grays with your baby blue
Cause everything I am
The longing in my chest
It quiets when I tell it to

You're never gonna see my heart
But I would die to see yours
Between the coveted blinds
And rusting old white cupboards

I know that it's complex, baby
I can't really see you with me
I would love to hold and recognize
The cracked and faulted love behind your eyes

I know that it's complex and hurting
I won't even bother, cause you're free
I'll just let the descent of the lights
Anchor me as I'm saying goodnight

Every time we pass
Driving up the wall of my own head
I see us in film, silhouettes in windows
Magic I'm scared to forget

It's a slow motion, fleeting, euphoric rush
Stars right down my spine
Everything is fine for a minute, not more

You're never gonna see my heart
But I would die to see yours
Between the coveted blinds
And rusting old white cupboards

I know that it's complex, baby
I can't really see you with me
I would love to hold and recognize
The cracked and faulted love behind your eyes

I know that it's complex and hurting
I won't even bother, cause you're free
I'll just let the descent of the lights
Anchor me as I'm saying goodnight

Why is it so complex, baby?
Could you just imagine with me?