Commitment Issues

I hear your laugh
It takes me back
To what you said
And what you didn’t

I feel your voice
It fills the void
Of all of this
Indecision

I want you back
But I can’t say that
So I’ll just
Sit and listen

While the world moves on
And I write songs
In my terrible condition

Said no regrets
And that’s a lie
Cuz I’d take back every time
You saw me cry

Looked me in the eyes
Couldn’t empathize
Cuz all you ever wanted
Was to analyze

Every move I made
You’re like a hand grenade
Could blow up any moment
Rain on my parade

I try to remеmber
How you said my name
But stop myself
Cuz it doеsn’t sound the same

As it did when you were in it
Before all your issues with
Commitment

Still think about
That night in June
When I first knew
That I loved you

Now every time
I pass you by
It takes all of me
Not to ask you why

You forget once
I’m out of sight
As I dream of you
Every night

I’m just that type
Can’t let things die
That’s the difference
Between you and I

Said no regrets
And that’s a lie
Cuz I’d take back every time
You saw me cry

Looked me in the eyes
Couldn’t empathize
Cuz all you ever wanted
Was to analyze

Every move I made
You’re like a hand grenade
Could blow up any moment
Rain on my parade

I try to remember
How you said my name
But stop myself
Cuz it doesn’t sound the same

As it did when you were in it
Before all your issues with
Commitment

Maybe you don’t need me
But you need therapy
And something called
Transparency

So I’ll spell it out
Hope you get it now
You don’t hate commitment
You just hate yourself