​comfort in impermanence

[Verse 1]
Heavenly, I hope you don't mind
Formality apology, I guess it never hurt you to lie
When you took that from me I felt nothing
Shaking aside
Butchered up the rosary, I prayed I could die
But you wanted to, I said I'd be good for you
Shut my mouth for you and prayed it'd be over soon
I just wanted to write a love song
Story book ending
Block it all out
I'm so good at pretending
They said it takes time
But I'm still stuck with the memory

[Verse 2]
It's probably my fault
I must've asked for it
Payed for my sins
Spilled out blood to the hymns
But i swear i felt heaven when I'm laying with him
I'm fooling myself
It was never that fun
It's easy to romanticize
I fell for that once or twice
I'm losing the count of goodbyes
Hoping one day I'd be enough in your eyes

[Bridge]
Swear I felt heaven when I'm laying with him
It's probably my fault
Hoping one day I'd be enough in your eyes

[Chorus]
Where's the love in this
Hate the bruises on my lips
Search for betterment and comfort in impermanence
You took it out of me, I gave it all up
Cause it's better to feel nothing
Than to hurt when it's done
Where's the love in this
Hate the bruises on my lips
Search for betterment and comfort in impermanence
You took it out of me, I gave it all up
Cause it's better to feel nothing
Than to hurt when it's done
Better to feel nothing
Than to hurt when it's done

[Outro]
But you wanted to, I said I'd be good for you
Shut my mouth for you and prayed it'd be over soon