Come Undone

[Verse 1]
Things can never be easy for me
It's simple everything outside my door scares me
Most times I can't fall asleep at night
'Cause I overthink everything until it's time
For the sun to rise
Open my eyes
Try to disguise
Hide everything inside

[Chorus]
I hate every crowded room, they grow my disquietude
I get scared, I'm turning red
My body's trembling and I can't control a thing
I think of all the memories that I'll never own
'Cause I'm too scared to go out
And it's hard to live anything fun
When I feel I've come undone

[Verse 2]
I've tried to break away a million times before
But the game's always the same, so what's the point of keeping score?
I'd rather keep a distance with the people I love
'Cause we make plans that I hope they call to cancel

[Chorus]
I hate every crowded room, they grow my disquietude
I get scared, I'm turning red
My body's trembling and I can't control a thing
I think of all the memories that I'll never own
'Cause I'm too scared to go out
It's hard to live anything fun
When I feel I've come undone