Come To Terms

[Verse 1]
So lately I've been thinking, yes I do that a lot
Plus I've been overthinking, guess a fool never stops
Mentally recycling these memories continuously
And I'm sinking lower lower as I reminisce the scenes
Then I overheat my mind, no graduation but it's high degrees
My mind was my home but I committed arsonry
I need to cool down, so send the breeze but instead I chose to dip
In my ocean of what-ifs, in the hypothe-seas
I think about you often often in my fantasies
And then i try to take that picture, crash it in rеality
And then they mix so wonderfully likе oil and water
Setting fire to the top gasoline, I'm burning harder
And I know the fire's hot, but i ignore the pain I'm in
But sometimes you gotta learn by getting burned and burned again
I hope that's not the path you take, maybe I'm just masochistic?
Or maybe I'm just trying to ensure I learn from this shit

[Hook]
You live and learn, had to make couple mistakes
Some bridges had to burn, and let fire light the way -ay
Still processing that real and fake can never the same
So my fantasy won't kiss reality upon the fa-ace
Just gotta come to terms with this shit
Just gotta come to terms with it
Just gotta come to terms with this shit
Just gotta come to terms with it

[Verse 2]
You would think my hands are strong the way I hold on to the past
You could I'm say so invested, how I try to make things last
Keep wishing I could go back to the person who I used to be
I'm talking bout the version where I'm calm and cool as I could be
My temper was skyscraper high but now it's like a midget
And my brain is always on, number 1, binary digit
They told me just accept the things that you can never change
Is it cause I'm fighting back, the reason that I'm feeling pain?
Prolly not, it's more likely that I'm fighting with my brain
Try to make it do as I say, but damn it's just refrains
I don't want to talk to you cause I know what you're gonna say
That shit will just upset me, and I'll have an awful day
Tryna find my way around, tryna gather all my thoughts
Took a look at all my wins, and every instance where I lost
At this point I'm very tired, falling back till I submerge
Yeah, I cannot do a thing, but I can still come to terms

[Hook]
You live and learn, had to make couple mistakes
Some bridges had to burn, and let fire light the way -ay
Still processing that real and fake can never the same
So my fantasy won't kiss reality upon the fa-ace
Just gotta come to terms with this shit
Just gotta come to terms with it
Just gotta come to terms with this shit
Just gotta come to terms with it

[Outro]
You live and learn, had to make couple mistakes
Some bridges had to burn, and let fire light the way
Still processing that real and fake can never the same
So my fantasy won't kiss reality upon the face
Just gotta come to terms with this shit
Just gotta come to terms with it
Just gotta come to terms with this shit
Just gotta come to terms with it