Come October

[beamon lyrics]
Back up in this room
I treat the bed just like a graveyard
Every song they love, i never liked
I turn it all of

Everything been killing me
No i ain't feeling well
When i put my vocals on a song
I start killing myself

Slaughter my body then water my body
Don't talk to nobody
Won't be at your party
I'm eating up nothing
My body eats itself
This room is like my shell

Break it up off of me
Fangs grip my neck as the blood trickles to my toes
Laugh at me, watch me melt
As it grips up on my soul
Put your cold lips on me
Then you make me fall slow

Everything inside my mind is shaking
Blood leaks through my brain
I wish i was like you
Must be lovely to be the same
Come to terms with myself
Rip off my limbs and watch me drain, oh

Thought you knew i loved you
But i should never go back