Columbia (i miss that car ride with Bill after RAMONA was first uploaded)

Sweet melancholy, good afternoon
No, I insist, after you
I follow you like religious people will follow scriptures
My external hard drive for real still got a lot of pictures
Of my ex, confirming that my mind's still cloudy
Still wondering at times how she feel without me
Probably better than this, 'cause this is pretty pathetic
I'm over the breakup now and I don't really regret it
I just wish I could go back and just feel for a second
The way I felt when you called me dear and you meant it
On the bright side, I've now learned to deal with depression
Sometimes I do feel kinda hollow, but I'm keen to accept it
I almost fell in love twice since we've last spoke
God, it's been two years, huh? That's mad, yo
I wonder if you changed, 'cause me, I'm still an asshole
Still writing from the heart and making dad jokes
Still maining Toon Link when playing Smash Bros
Still spending money fast and staying mad broke
Now more focused, so time feels like it's on fast forward
I've seen some shit, so I guess us was just a crash course
I chilled with Bill last year, and, boy, was it a highlight!
He was leaving to work each morning, I was high like
"You take it easy Bill, I hope you have a good day!"
"Where are my motherfucking keys?" is what he would say
Smoking cigarettes while posted on the balcony
All the neighborhood kids calling out to me
Well I was praying that the blinds were blotting out the weed
Shane, TJ, Tim, and Cam were always looking out for me
And everybody else I've spent time with were alchemy
We had a chemistry I never really thought existed
If I told you everything, you'd be distraught you missed it
Wait who the fuck am I talking to when nobody's listening?