Colorblind (Interlude)

[Chorus]
I'm on my own tonight
Why do I even try to put up a fight
These lights are too bright for my eyes
Change the shade, something quieter this time
Maybe violet or try out some nice whites
My feelings been red and green but I'm trying
But when they get yellow then that means I'm dying
These colors get blended together I'm colorblind
I'm colorblind

[Verse 1]
See me twistin' turnin' shapes are burnin'
Rectangles turn to circles
Seems like it ain't working
I'm looking courteous up on the surface
See me purging all the worsened feelings
Don't get burdened
I want to see things clearly
I wanna feel like you're near me
But I don't think that's possible
Oh dear, we've hit the rearing
Wanna feel the touch of your delight
I wanna see the strings you puppeteer
Know what it's like
Cus I'm uncomfortable
I see these things and I'm fuckin full
I wanna feel like im running towards another goal
But I don't wanna feel another fucking obstacle
I give you props because it's obvious im not enjoying
I'm tryna focus
But all this shit I'm thinking's bogus
Wanna get my mind off of it but not everybody knows it
Try going through the motions but I still feel broken
I wanna know this
And hear it spoken
Do you think that this planet needs a person like me on it?