​color me blind

[Intro]
Now get the fuck out
This ain’t even a house
And i’m not proud
But my head is getting loud
Soul is screaming to get down
I’m not as greedy as i sound
Not as greedy as i sound
Don’t turn around

[Pre-Chorus]
Clogs in my brain cause i’m selfish
And if there’s a blade in my vein
Never felt it
Guess i'm forced to play
Till i cave from exhaustion
I'm already dazed
Get away; you’re obnoxious

[Chorus]
Tell me what the fuck i gotta say
Just for you to stay
I’ll pray upon the stars
But they all seem to fade
I tell me i don’t really know any better
Sell me; just another scar for the beggar

[Verse 1]
I’vе been up all week
Won’t sleep tight
I can’t brush my teeth
Nor eat right
Way too many dreams
Seem to terrorizе
Every single sheep
When i shut-eye

Let’s drift down the creek, till i notice
It’s my time to leave, hope you know this
Isn’t about me; my emotions
Tend to dive too deep into motion

[Bridge]
Ice thin; drowning on the daily
Would you care to stop by?
Quick someone save me (save me)
Ice thin; drowning on the daily
Would you care to stop by?
Quick someone save me (i’m gonna drown)

[Verse 2]
How the fuck am i alive?
Tell me what am i
In the pond i spot a lotus
Coloring me blind
Fuck a nine to five
I wanna live a life
I wonder if i’ll flourish or
Lie among the vines

Dad is in the yard smoking packs
Till he’s greener
Momma wears a mask
So her past looks cleaner
Fully out of grasp
With my siblings’ demeanors
Mind is running laps, i collapse
In the bleachers

[Chorus]
Tell me what the fuck i gotta say
Just for you to stay
I’ll pray upon the stars
But they all seem to fade
I tell me i don’t really know any better
Sell me; just another scar for the beggar

[Verse 3]
Fuck around, now i’m throwing up
Stay away, imma fall in love
Too late, maybe i’ll be fine
Lead me to a better life

Broken but i’m holding on
To the universe i’m below a pawn
Any given moment i could lose it all
The sound of silence is a subtle call

𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘩?.. 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘩! 𝘪 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶
𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘣𝘦 𝘰𝘬𝘢𝘺
𝘤𝘩𝘳𝘪𝘴?! 𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦?!
𝘪 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘪’𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶!

[Outro]
I tell me i don’t really know any better
Sell me; just another scar for the beggar