Color by Number

And I remember when this used to be fun
Now it holds such a dark place all the friends I've lost
Is it because of me?
They said I couldn't do it but I still swear I will
Songs of woo, so dad to see them go
Soon I'll pull the best trick of all
Soon I'll just disappear
Color by number, it's not just a game but it's part of me all the same
Was I too blind to see?
Or was it just cold hands and feet
All the friends I've lost, was it because of me?