Color Blind

[Intro: Doc Gruesome]
And every time I lay my head, another fucked up day (fucked up day) is awaiting me (Is awaiting me)
And every color that I see anymore, it turns to grey (It turns to grey)
It fades away (It fades away)

[Verse 1: Doc Gruesome]
Ayy, ayy, ugh, and I've been feeling like I'm colorblind (Colorblind)
Need to find a light up in my life, I think I'm losing mine (Losing shit)
Everything is gray, everything is rotten, everything's decayed
Everyone around me left and I ain't have nothing to say (I ain't have nothing to say)
'Cause I'm a burden, turn myself into my family (My family)
Excusing all my actions with the fact I've lived in tragedy (In tragedy)
But fuck that, I don't want your prayers, ho, tuck that (Keep the shit!)
Keep your pities to yourself, I've got more than enough wet (More than enough)
Motherfuckers always want to test me day by day (Test me day by day)
Slowly but surely I watch that color go grey (Watch that color go grey)
Fade away into the darkness where I'm home (Darkness where I'm home)
Where my eyes look like I'm living in The Twilight Zone (Ah ooh)

[Chorus: Doc Gruesome]
And every time I lay my head, another fucked up day (fucked up day) is awaiting me (Is awaiting me)
And every color that I see anymore, it turns to grey (It turns to grey)
It fades away (It fades away)

[Verse 2: Doc Gruesome]
Yeah, ah ooh
Lying flat in the pitch-black where the light at (Light at)
Blame it on myself every day but deny facts (Deny facts)
I bypass any real help and slide past (Slide past)
Any chance of hope like I'm wearing double eyepatches
Fuck living, hope my life passes (My life passes)
Got to blame the cause, I'm dead with having hot flashes
I love crashing into the wall that I used to (Used to)
I'd rather be here by myself like I'm used to (I'm used to)
I'm really sorry if this shit all confused you (Confused you)
I'm sorry that I ain't the man that deserves you (Deserved you)
I apologize for the bullet in my skull (Bullet in my skull)
But I just couldn't watch your color go dull (Ah ooh)

[Chorus: Doc Gruesome]
And every time I lay my head, another fucked up day (fucked up day) is awaiting me (Is awaiting me)
And every color that I see anymore, it turns to grey (It turns to grey)
It fades away (It fades away)
It fades away (Away, away, away)