Collide

[VERSE 1]

I'm the same as them
And I can't see a difference
(I can see it, so what am I missing?)
I'm not the type to stay away
From my brain but hey
Crashing minds collide with thoughts
And why am I so scared of being something I'm not
Or even the thought
Of dealing with it because it's hard
To tell if anyone will listen

[Chorus]
And I'm so scared to be alive
But it's fine
I'll collide
With the thoughts in my mind
(x2)

[VERSE 2]

Everything that I've got
And everything that I'm not
Everything that I've fought to be here
Has taken up a slot in this body of mine
Taking up time, taking up life
But it's fine
I deal with this every single night
Battling my fears
But they still scar
And it might be hard
But this is the best I've felt by far
I'm so at home in my mind
And maybe i just need some time

[BREAKDOWN]

You're not a representation of your own mind
And you're not a tangible feeling for them to understand
You're not something to grasp, something of mine
Because that's way too easy to comprehend
You're not what I want you to be
And trust me, you feel the same
You're not a lover, not a fighter, not a secondhand heart to blame
And I'm sorry they treat you this way
But your mind continues to tear yourself apart
Why do you feel this way?
Why do you feel this way?
Why do you feel this way?

[Chorus X2]