Collateral Trauma

[Chorus]
I'm proud of me, that's all that matter
I never got love or support from nobody who I cherish
I done cashed in my heart, time after time and left embarrassed
I stand out like the Eiffel Tower, everywhere I go people staring
I can't tell you if I'm stable, I lost friend after friend
These niggas accepted being broke, he don't even got no future plan
They told me you was slutting around, but you gon lie so I pretend
I chase the money, because it's gon make sure that I have a happy end (ing)

[Verse 1]
Couple months ago, I couldn't even sleep unless I cried for hours
I'm talking 4-7, [?]
I'm always the friend somebody need, but no one I can call
They call yo phone to spend yo cheese, not when yo back against the wall
I told these niggas that, and they know I'm the reason they evolve
I'm drop dick all on through her stomach, I ain't jacking off
I had to chill, I tried to leave em dead, every time they piss me off
Showed you my worth, know all my bitches, I ain't had to make a boss
He was police, now he rap, he think he Ricky Ross
I ain't neva called no escort, to come tie me off
I showed you love, it was from the heart, don't think you was getting off
Cause you know like I know your thot, I ain't never took no loss

[Chorus]
I'm proud of me, that's all that matter
I never got love or support from nobody who I cherish
I done cashed in my heart, time after time and left embarrassed
I stand out like the Eiffel Tower, everywhere I go people staring
I can't tell you if I'm stable, I lost friend after friend
These niggas accepted being broke, he don't even got no future plan
They told me you was slutting around, but you gon lie so I pretend
I chase the money, because it's gon make sure that I have a happy end (ing)

[Verse 2]
I'm on this mission by myself
Gotta make sure that my sons sons son see this wealth
I ain't passing down no trauma, my kid ain't getting hit by no belt
Yo dumbass can't read comments, He ain't never read none for his self
You down bad posting banks, you need to open one yourself
Yo dumbass went against the grain, now show em what you have left
I have em hanging from a frame, or put his picture on your chest
Ask any bitch, they gon tell you I'm the best they wish I kept

[Outro]
(Yeah, this real life)
(This my life, for life)
(Forever, Franchise)