This song is about how ZWALL is now thinking about, COLLAPSE maybe a different mood setting to the song/album but there’s a hidden meaning to it:
He’s thinking about to move on or not or stay in this state of mind.
[Verse 1]
I watched the autumn leaves fall gently by my window
Things aren't what they seem but nothings ever simple
So this is it?
Another rift
No use holding out for saviors
It makes me sick, a world amiss
'Cause I know far too many strangers
[Chorus]
I put it all on the line, had to risk it, I never wanted this to end
I really thought this time would be different, then it all burned up again
I'll never be what you wanted, good for nothing
My own worst enemy, can't be trusted, no discussion, then
How can a heart attack, now there's no going back
Gave it all I had, lay mе down when my lungs collapse
[Verse 2]
All thesе memories just blurry my perception
Is it destiny or is it all deception?
So this is it
We'll call it quits
Just be careful what you wish for
I'm not convinced, just make it quick
'Cause I have nothing else to live for
[Chorus]
I put it all on the line, had to risk it, I never wanted this to end
I really thought this time would be different, then it all burned up again
I'll never be what you wanted, good for nothing
My own worst enemy, can't be trusted, no discussion, then
How can a heart attack, now there's no going back
Gave it all I had, lay me down when my lungs collapse