Collapse

Quiet on the drive home, old habits knocking all my lights out. It used to be so entertaining. Why does it feel like suffocating? All of the fire that's burning inside me is starting to go out. It used to burn but feels so cold now. I'm so sick of running away from all the mistakes and ignoring things I'm too scared to face. I always thought that I'd be the one to fix things when they collapse. Self destructive when I'm alone with all this nervous energy. It's too hard, I can't get through this. It's nothing new. I always do this. I can't believe I let it get the best of me. I'll take a different route. (A different fucking route.) My feet are tired cause I'm always Running away from all the mistakes and ignoring things I'm too scared to face. I always thought that I'd be the one to fix things when they collapse. Quiet on the drive home, old habits knocking all my lights out. Knocking all my lights out