Cold Winters

She said that she's afraid of loving me
Cause anything she’d touch decays
And I think that's the reason that she's done with me
Cause we were fucking crazy, just the other day
Was it a joke to you when I was bleeding out?
When none of my friends had noticed any of my cuts
Was it a joke to you when I was beaten down?
Or had you laughed your final laugh when I had enough

My little baby over here, she’ll be fucking till the morning
Touching on my arms with my wrists split open
Losing sleep and losing focus
She's my source of serotonin
This ain't love
This ain't nothing
Shе wanna fuck till I can't function
On my deathbed, screaming that it's always somеthing
I lay still cause my heart erupted